and one day, I will forget about the lines crinkled beside your eyes when you smile, and I will forget about the brownness of them and your beautiful eyelashes. and I will forget about the look you give me before you leaned in to kiss me. and I will forget about the softness of your lips and the sound of your laugh. I will forget the hugs and the late night phone calls, and staring at you like you are the most perfect thing in the world. and one day, I will forget your face, and how you sound when you say my name.

and I dont know how I feel about that right now. Well, maybe I do.